Thursday, July 2, 2009

The red, white, and blue!

Allow me to take a moment to express my patriotic feelings. I assure the project is going well, and my summer is productive, but the intent of this post is just to honor the U.S. of A.

The Fourth of July is honestly one of my favorite days of the year. I cannot explain to you the feelings of patriotism and thankfulness that I feel when I see the flag of the United States of America flying, and I hear the Star Spangled Banner being played. The fireworks celebrations, the good fellowship with family and friends, and the simply American touches like apple pie and homemade ice cream are just too much to handle sometimes. I ALWAYS get teary-eyes on the fourth of July.

Two years ago, I had the privilege of celebrating the Fourth of July in Washington, D.C. at the nation's capitol. The celebration was TRULY amazing, and I specifically remember thinking that I would never have a better fourth. We enjoyed the spectacular music and breath-taking fireworks on the lawn of the Capitol and I was truly in love with the United States of America.

Last year, I topped even that day off. Last year I spent the fouth with my closest family, celebrating the life of my father, who passed away two days before. Actually, my father passed away a year ago today, and I have spent today remembering the great legacy that he left behind for us. What a wonderful role-model he was.

So, last year, my mom and brothers, nephew and husband loaded up and went to the lake to celebrate the Fourth of July. We packed a picnic lunch, took the boat and tube, and set out to take our mind off of our loss. It started raining as soon as we got there, and everyone fled the lake thinking that a good old East TExas storm was about to ensure. However, we stuck it out. At this point in our lives, it didn't seem like a little rain was a big deal. So, numb to the petty factors of weather, we were just about the only people left at the previously crowded lake, and as soon as the rain had come, the rain went away and the sun started to peak out. We finished our lunch and headed out on the boat to enjoy playing in the lake by ourselves. We tubed, and rode around and had a lot of fun just being together. Last year's Fourth of July definately topped 2007.

I am expecting great things from this Fourth of July this year as well. Brad and I plan to have all of our family and friends over to our house on Saturday for a cook-out. On the menu, hamburgers, chips, cheese dip, potato salad, homemade ice cream, apple pie, soda, lemonade, and popsicles! How much more American can you get? We're going to have a slip-n-slide for the kids, and when it gets dark we're going to head over to the fair grounds and watch Texarkana's annual fireworks display. I'm really excited about spending the time with family and friends.

Hope all of my classmates who won't be at "home" this Fourth of July can enjoy their own freedom in some special way. Thinking of you all!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Back to work

This week marks the beginning of work on my project from Texarkana, and I'm excited to get started. Lest you think that I would actually work on the project while I'm supposed to be writing grants, I will assure you that all work on IPSP will take place after 5pm. Therefore, before 5 I have time to reflect on life since Belize ( you may note at this point that this is not grant-writing-related either, but sometimes a girl needs a moment!)

Today I would have been returning from Belize if I had stuck to my original travel plans. This would have made my trip seem unbearable long, as I think I might have grown at least four inches since I got back to the states. You might think I've just been eating better (which I have) but in all reality my appetite has been a bit come-and-go lately. I think the expansion of my middle-region has actually just been Porter growing... imagine that!

On Friday I found Porter a crib, which I think I might have mentioned in my last post, and we bought a matress on Saturday. The bed still isn't put together, but maybe we can tackle that sometime this week, along with picking out a paint color and getting to work on that part of the room. My mom and I tackled a weekend-project to make a canvas to hang above the crib in the nursery, and ended up producing the CUTEST picture ever of a little boy pulling a wagon with a turtle in it. I'm so excited to hang it on the wall, but I have to say that without my mother's help it would have turned out VERY sad. She is such an angel... you have no idea.

We made it back to FBCQC this weekend, for the first time in a long time. Still feel as if we don't have any really good fellowship with people our age there, but it was good to be home. I did hear good news from about five little old ladies at the church, who reported that being pregnant during the summer is miserable. Well, THANKS! I had no idea. ;)

That's it for now. Back to work today, and back to project producing this evening, from the comfort of my own couch... in an AIR CONDITIONED house... with convenient American food only a phone call away. Much love to my Belize amigos... I'll be thinking of you.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Was it a dream?

Safely back in Texarkana, sitting in my office, reading my classmates blog I realize that my IPSP travelling has come to an end. I know this might seem obvious, since I rode the plane, arrived in Little Rock, and have been home for two days now. But honestly, it just hit me. It could be because I just fell back into the normal routine of working, getting ready for baby, and taking care of the house. It also could be because I am still sort of shocked over some of the things that I saw while in Belize. No matter the reason, I feel as if though my entire Belize experience was a vivid, yet distant dream. I am having a hard time describing my trip, and therefore, I'm thankful that most of my classmates won't be returning for two more months or so. That way, by the time they get back I will have had a chance to collect my thoughts and ideally eloquently explain how my IPSP effected me.

In other news, I got home around 10pm on Wednesday, and was welcomed back to Texarkana with a pretty severe thunderstorm. We got home, parked, and Brad ran to the back porch to unlock the door. I was just noticing the brand new motion lights that my in-laws expertly and magnificently installed when a huge clap of thunder rang out and the electricity on the entire block was out. BAM! And just like that, we were in the dark for a night... (interestingly enough, just as I was typing this blog now in my office at work, on a completely clear and sunny June day, when I got to the words "dark for a night" the lights went out in my office! Now, I'm used to the electricity going off in our building because we are doing construction and often power lines have to be taken down temporarily, but the strange part at this moment is that the lights in my office, and department are out, but my computer is still working... along with my co-workers computers. Strange, and IRONIC).

Anyways, so my first night back in what would have been my comfortable, cool, and relaxing house and very own luxurious bed was actually spend hunting for candles and fumbling in the dark to unpack what I needed out of my suitcases. AWESOME.

Other than that, I came back to work yesterday and it wasn't as bad as I had imagined. There were only about a hundred emails to answer, and it seemed that I hadn't left everyone with a million questions for the month I was gone, so my return was somewhat pleasant and normal. The even greater news is that I still have a job, for which I am so thankful! I was beginning to worry if they might have replaced me while I was gone.

Also, I bought a baby bed for Porter today! I'm very excited about the find, and my mom and I are going to pick it up today after work. YaY!

I'll leave the rest of my nominal thoughts off for now. I'm going to try to get some work done and maybe start my weekend a little early. (Lights just came back on in the office! WhooHooo!)

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Mid-week goodbyes!

My time in Belize is coming to an end (a few days early) and I really cannot believe it's already time to go home. More than that, if my trip to Belize is over, that means that having a baby is closer! and well... that's just exciting!!! I didn't think I would feel that way. I actually thought I would be nervous, and scared, and completely unprepared, and while I am all of those things, excitement is definately the overwhelming feeling.

The plan was actually to leave on Monday, but my project seemed to wrap-up nicely this week, and I decided to head on back to Arkansas. My plane leave around 11 a.m. today, and all my things are packed (not so neatly) and I'm ready to go. It has truly been a great trip. I've gotten all the things a girl could ask for from time spent abroad: perspective, cultural experience, new friendships, time away from the norm, and relaxation. Belize is a beautiful, one-of-a-kind country, and the people of this great nation have been such warm, friendly, and welcoming hosts that my stay was very enjoyable.

None-the-less, it's time to get home! It's time to return to a routine, and spending time with family and friends. I want to dedicate the rest of the summer to several things: 1) Being a better employee. 2) Catching up with friends 3) Getting ready for Porter's arrival. I think these three things will keep me occupied, but should I have time left over, I can't wait to enjoy normal summer activities: pool, food, and fun!

My project with Belize Family Life Association will continue on for the next six weeks, from Texarkana. I will be researching, analyzing, and reporting throughout the summer, and I really hope that the end project is useful, enlightening, and thorough. BFLA has taught me a lot of things during my short stay in Belize, and I am continually impressed at the work they do with the resources they have. I can't wait to get home and start digging up relevant information to send their way!

I am sure that I will say this a million more times, but I can't thank the Clinton School enough for such a glorious opportunity. What a truly enriching, and fufilling experience they incorporated into the curriculumn, and I'm so blessed to have a chance to learn as a student of the UACSPS. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Well, time to start getting ready. The house mates (Real World Belize 09) are going to breakfast downtown before everyone is off to work and I head to the airport. Say a prayer for safe travel for me today. Happy mid-week!

Monday, June 8, 2009

A little bit of perspective...

Hey blog readers! Greetings from a very HOT Belize on Monday!

Lots has happened since the last time I posted, and I really don't have an excuse for not keeping you updated, other than a visit from my husband that kept me occupied over the weekend.

On Friday, not Thursday as originally planned, my host organization facilitated a visit to the Rose Garden in Ladyville, a small town outside of Belize City, towards the airport on the North Highway. I found it ironic that the name of the establishment was Rose Garden, because that also happens to be the name of a stuffy, old-lady restaurant in my hometown. In Belize, however, the Rose Garden is a business that employs commercial sex workers.

I'm not sure how to accurately describe what I encountered on Friday, but will say that it was a life-changing experience. I went on the visit wondering why people choose this type of profession, and left with such a proufound sense of blessing and thankfulness that I do not find myself in this position. The girls I met at the Rose Garden were just like I was a few years ago. They were not more than sixteen or seventeen years old, and interested in getting their nails done, and straightening their hair. They giggled about sexual health, and had innocent and real questions abotu the risks that were involved with their job. These girls were not far from me as a teenager, just silly and full of energy. The only difference was that these girls have not been priviledged enough to grow up in a comfortable lifestyle, and whether by choice or by force, they now find themselves in a scary, dangerous, and less-than-desirable situation. I feel for these girls... and will never be the same after having met them.

Also on Friday Brad arrived by bus from Cancun, Mexico. I was worried about his safety, but mostly excited to see that he was able to step out and have an adventure all his own. There's really something to be said for striking out alone, in a foreign country, and travelling to a destination you've never visited before. I was really proud and excited for him, and he seemed to really enjoy himself.

I tried to show him the best of Belize, but it was pretty difficult to do in the short amount of time that we had together, especially on a weekend. We went to Caye Caulker on Saturday, actually avoided a sun burn for him, and I think he really enjoyed the sights and surroundings. On Sunday we faced the ghost town known as Belize City, because the place completely shuts down. We went to eat a wonderful brunch, walked around for a little while, and hung out at the house, then had a delightful dinner at a beautiful restaurant on the ocean. The weekend could not have been better.

He left out this morning by bus once again, will stay in Cancun tonight (at a better hotel than before) and get back to Texarkana tomorrow. I'm praying for his safe travel, and hope you will too.

My project is at a stand-still for the moment, and I'm hoping to hear back from BFLA soon to find out how I can be the most productive for the remainder of my project. I'll make sure to keep you all updated, and hope everyone has a great week!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Comfort Food: Fuel for the Soul

I was scheduled to complete the CSW interviews today, but they have been postponed again. I have several thoughts about this swimming in my head, but for the most part, I understand how difficult it is to work with this population. First of all, what they are doing is not at all commonplace, or acceptable, and getting them to sit down for an interview cannot be the easiest task, so I can see why my host organization is a bit at a loss as for how to schedule time to talk with them. We're shooting for tomorrow afternoon, which is when Brad is scheduled to arrive, so perhaps it will all work out for the best after all.

Last night Olivia, Johnathan, Kohl and I went to Bird's Isle, which is a wonderful restaurant on the ocean about three or four blocks from our house. The whole sitting area is a patio, which actually extends out over the water, and at sunset yesterday it was REALLY a nice dinner. I ordered a hamburger and fries, because I've seriously been dwelling on American food lately. It wasn't the BEST hamburger I've had, but it didn't leave me hungry, so I guess the goal of dinner was accomplished overall. I had strawberry ice cream for dessert, and it wasn't bad either. Let's just say that I'm counting the days back to Arkansas for many reasons, mostly because I've been making a list of places that I want to eat when I get back. I know it sounds silly, but being pregnant and hungry is NOT fun. I haven't starved by any means, and I'm not the "cravings" type, but when I want a McDonald's burger, darn it, nothing else will do. Just for your information, here's the line-up:



Chocolate oatmeal cookies, cut-up strawberries and ice cream, fried chicken, mashed potatoes, and corn on the cob from Polly Porterfield.

French fries and REAL ketchup from McDonald's (along with a FOUNTAIN Coca-cola)

Marketplace- it's a stretch, since I don't live in Conway anymore, but the grilled queso is CALLING my name.

Chicken tortilla soup from On The Border.

Strawberry snow-cone from that nameless place on the corner of Arkansas Blvd. and Jefferson.

Speghetti and meat sauce with mushrooms and cheese bread from Joe's Italian Restaurant on Stateline.

I could go on forever, but I'll stop for now. I know it's silly, but seriously, what would a blog from a pregnant woman be without a post about food? It might take me a week or two to hit up all these places, but I'm hoping that by the time July rolls around I can start thinking about eating healthy again. For now, all I want to do is eat some comfort food. I seriously feel for all my classmates who are pulling the long haul and staying gone for three months. They will all be crazy skinny by the time they get back! Or maybe not... because in Belize the food has been good... just not what I'm used to.

Speaking of Belize, Brad will arrive in Belize City tomorrow sometime, and I intend to take him on a whirling three day tour of everything amazing about this place! There's no way I can show him everything, but hopefully he will get a good idea of why I think it's pretty close to paradise. He wants to see the Mayan Ruins, but I'm not sure how feasible that is, since they're over an hour away. I want to take him to one of the cayes, either Caye Caulker or Goffs Caye, and he has to see the city. We'll see what else comes up... after all, we only have a few days. After that, I can't believe it, but I'll only be in Belize for six more days. WOW!

Lindsey left for Dangriga with Dr. Wheeler and company yesterday, so the house is feeling kind of empty. We're down to four people, but I think at the end of next week we might have some other guests joining us, one of which is a married couple. This means I might get booted out of my room, because I'm the only one with a double bed. Stinks, but I've had it pretty good for three weeks now, so I'm not going to complain too much.

Well, this blog has been long and uninformative enough for one day. Hope all is well with you and yours. =)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Is it Tuesday night already?

Another day come and gone, and I'm still waiting. Today was filled with more of the same, as my host organization has not been able to get the interviews scheduled yet. So, more waiting for me.

The good news is that I am one day closer to seeing Bradley, and that is something to be excited about!

The internet situation wanes on as well, but I did get my revised work plan off to Joe today, and with any luck will keep the assignments coming on time if I attempt to access the internet approzimately eight times for every one email sent.

Julianne made is safely down to Punta Gorda yesterday, and reports that there was acutally rain there today! We still havne't seen any of the wet stuff, but the weather feels like a storm is brewing, constantly. I'm beginning to think it's just a hoax to make me feel like it should be cooler than it acutally is.

Dr. Gary Wheeler, a former Clinton School student and infectious disease doctor from Little Rock, and his nephew Zach made it to town yesterday as well. They'll be here for a few weeks following up on some projects that Dr. Wheeler has in the works, one in particular with BFLA. They stopped by for dinner last night, and I was truly ashamed of my cooking performance. In my defense, our kitchen is not up to par with what I usually have to work with, and I didn't exactly plan to cook for anyone but myself, but none-the-less my mother would have been embarassed of the chicken casserole that I made. She would have ate it, and been supportive, but it was not that great. This just means that when I get back stateside I'll have to redeem my abilities to Dr. Wheeler. I can't leave him thinking that was my best.

Tonight I think I'll have the frozen burrito in the fridge and some of the cheese dip I made last week. I'm telling you, no matter how hard I try, the food options don't seem any healthier or nutritious. I'll supplement with a green apple that I paid 70 U.S. cents for today and hope that Porter gets all his vitamins from the prenatal prescription. I've also decided that my child will be born with an incredible immune system. He's going to come out fighting off the American germs likethey were nothing after everything he's been through already. ;)

Monday, June 1, 2009

Mundane Monday

I typed a post in Word earlier because our internet was down, but now most of what I said isn't relevant, so I figured I might as well start over. Today has been just another Monday in Belize. My third Monday in Belize, to be exact... Today was also the official beginning of "hurricane season" and although I haven't seen a drop of rain yet, the winds have been quite lively today, and for most of the day it was overcast and, dare I say it, cool? I was concerned earlier that the beginning of hurricane season might actually mean a tropical storm was forming, but then the sun came out around 3:30 and it was back to the heat. Apparently, last year at this time there was already a lot more rain to speak of, and the storm season was well underway, so I'm considering us lucky for now.

Most of today was spent trying to figure out transportation by bus, because Brad will actually be flying in to Cancun on Thursday, and I was told by all the locals that it would not be hard to get from there to Belize City. But, when I went to the bus station today I found out that it is actually an eight hour bus ride. I've been frustrated all day, going to the various bus stations, looking up phone numbers, wrestling with the internet to find information, but so far, I've got nothing. I'm not sure what we'll do yet, but I guess we will make it work. (I once had a friend who really liked my use of the phrase "make it work" because she thought that meant I was doing something I didn't want to). For clarification sake, I am excited that he's coming, but not looking forward to the headaches of the bus system in Belize. I hope it all works out for the best.

I'm hungry. What's new? I didn't eat much of a lunch, and eggplant parmesean is on the menu for dinner tonight, so it looks like I'll be on my own. I really HAVE to get a balanced meal tonight, for mine and Porter's sake.

Hopefully back to work soon. I’ll be interviewing the commercial sex workers this week, so that means no 8-5 Monday thru Friday work hours. Instead, I’ll be visiting the CSW population after hours. Another words, I’m just waiting for the call to know when I need to be ready. I’m expecting this to be an enlightening experience.

Hoep everyone's week is good!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Lazy Sunday

The title of this post pretty much says it all. I haven't done a thing today, except wash my sheets, watch an episode of NCIS, take a nap, and pack up the luggage that I intend to send home with Brad. Literally, I haven't done anything else.

I got the most charming video mail today from my Mom and brother, William. They made a flying trip to New Orleans this weekend, and while in town stopped at the National World War II museum. They video took about an hour to upload because of the TERRIBLE internet situation here, but it was well worth it to see their faces and hear a cheerful greeting. There's just something different about seeing your loved ones, as opposed to hearing their voices... that's why I've been so frustrated that Skype is out of the question here. On that note, I'll take a moment to send a shout-out to my mom, because I think she might be the only one reading... Love you, Mom.

Tomorrow I'm going back to BFLA to hopefully start the second round of interviews this week. I will be talking to commercial sex workers this time around, and after that I should be wrapped up with the part of my project that will actually take place in Belize. Good thing that it's all getting acccomplished, because I'm leaving for home in two weeks.

So, being half way through my project, as short as it may seem, I think I can make some appropriate reflections already:

1.) This project has challenged my morals, values, beliefs, and career path. I am thankful for this challenge, and intend to use this experience to promote self-reflection and growth.

2.) No matter how many project plans, templates, timelines, or agendas I create, the most important thing that I can do for my host organization is LISTEN, OBSERVE, and LEARN... because these people don't NEED my help, they need my partnership. BFLA is a wonderful organization, and they do an awesome job of offering health care and information to populations who would not otherwise seek medical attention. I have learned so much from only a few meetings with my host organization.

3.) Being around like-minded people, such as my family, friends, and even co-workers is wildly important to my own state-of-mind. The last two weeks has proven difficult because I have not found anyone here that shares to same frame of mind as I do. I will use this information to guide my decision making for the future.

I have learned a lot more than these three things, but I feel like those are the best pieces of representative lessons I can offer, without exhausting my entire experience, and most of all, jumping to conclusions since I'm only half-way through. Much remains to be learned here in Belize, and I am wildly looking forward to whatever is in store for the next two weeks.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Caye Caulker = Cute!

Just a quick update to say that Julianne, Olivia, Lindsey and I took a trip to Caye Caulker today, and it was great! It wasn't quite as close to paradise as the caye we went to last Saturday, but it was SO cute. It felt almost like a vintage Hawaii. It was very small, but had shops, with restaurants on the water, grocery stores, and other places. The people were all very friendly, and I managed to stay out of the sun enough to avoid a sunburn, because I had heard horror stories and seen the aftermath of Julianne's sunburn last week from Caye Caulker. There are pictures on facebook if you care to check them out.

Julianne and I came home, and have been watching "Groundhog Day" on FX. I'm going to make speghetti (my most frequently consumed meal) in a little while, and most likely call it an early night. I'm not sure what tomorrow holds, but I think Julianne is leaving Belize City on Monday for Punta Gorda, so we'll have to do something interesting and memorable.

Note to self: If you don't have one of those nifty color catchers to put in the laundry, you can't wash colors and white with reds. Your clothes WILL end up pink.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Belize it or not!

Well blog readers, I sincerely apologize for the lack of updates, but the internet situation here is nothing less than frustrating. I cannot begin to explain how many hours I've spent trying to read an email, or look up some piece of obsure information. None-the-less, I'm giving the blog thing another try.

First of all, I lived through my first earthquake a few days ago. Around 2:30 in the morning I was jolted awake, but at first I didn't know what was going on. I felt my entire bed shaking, but because of the confused state that I was in, I thought the wind was causing my mattress to wobble. I got up, looked underneath the bed to make sure there wasn't someone playing a joke, and laid back down after realizing that my mattress and boxsprings sit directly on the floor. Then the dogs started barking, loudly. I tried for the next thirty minutes to go back to sleep, not understanding what had happened. The next morning I awoke to a ringing phone. It was my mother-in-law, calling for my husband, to see if I was okay. She had to tell me that it was an earthquake... because I thought the whole thing had been a dream. I assured I was fine, called my mom, and then celebrated God's grace. When preparing for this trip, I thought of a lot of things that could go wrong, but I have to admit that natural disasters were not at the top of my list. I'm so thankful that I have prayer warriors all over the place back home who have asked for God's safety for me and Porter.

Speaking of Porter, everything has been smooth sailing thus far. Other than swollen feet, and the uncomfortable sleeping positions he has forced me into, we've been doing very well! I think he has really enjoyed the Belizean fruit, because his jumps and somersaults increase when I eat my daily intake of pinapple and watermelon.

Monday was a national holiday here, and to celebrate Michelle (our angel that takes care of the guest house and wears many other hats) took us to a Belizean waterpark called CrocLand. Yes, there were really crocodiles in cages behind the water park, as well as jaguars and other wild animals. By the way, water parks in Belize actually consist of a very large swimming pool, ATV trails, horse riding, and LOUD, very LOUD music. In fact, that's something I've noticed everywhere in Belize. This culture likes its music loud, and no other way. Most of the time it's hard to think because if the music isn't coming from a passing car, it is coming from an obscure and seemingly misplaced speaker on the sidewalk. For the most part, I enjoy the music, but I would also enjoy it a few decibels softer.

My project is going very well so far. I interview two members of the MSM (males having sex with males) population today for the first time, and it went very well. I was able to use some of the skills that I acquired when doing interviews for Arkansas Department of Human Services in practicum work last semester. The two men I interviewed were very nice, and helpful, and even invited me to an event their hosting next weekend.

Tomorrow Julianne, Lindsey, Olivia and I plan to take a trip to Caye Caulker to enjoy the beach, water, and a little relaxation. I'm excited about the trip, because I've heard so many good things about this place. I'll be sure to take pictures, but I'm sure I won't be able to post them here.

Brad's coming to visit next week, and I couldn't be more excited. He's flying in to Cancun, and staying for five days. I am looking forward to him seeing Belize City, because I want him to understand why places like these capture my heart. I know he'll fall in love, too.

Well, I'm signing off, and I promise to be more faithful, dear blog.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Belize gets BETTER!

We visited paradise today, literally. The picture are posted on facebook... please enjoy, and don't be afraid to experience jealousy.

Last night Olivia, Lindsey, Julianne and I went on an excursion to the movies. We had two options: The Hannah Montana Movie, or The Fast and The Furious. Although there was a brief moment of struggle, we decided on the later. It wasn't really my type of movie, and had we been in the states I would have never agreed to watch it in theaters, but it really wasn't that bad for $2.50. One interesting thing about the casino/movie theater/bowling alley/restaurant/bar that we visited last night was that there was a bathroom fee. Yes, I'm serious. We paid one Belizean dollar (50 American cents) to use the restroom. I suppose it is to keep the millions of middle schoolers that swarmed the place from loitering in the bathroom, but I was in shock. I mean, who really makes a pregnant lady pay to go to the bathroom?!? They better be glad I had the change, or else they would have seen my not so nice half. =)

Today was the trip to a caye that I never caught the name of, on a huge boat with Olivia's partner organization's director, Dionne. Apparently her and her extended family make a trip out to this BEAUTIFUL place every two weeks. They take a grill, a half dozen coolers of food and drinks, and enjoy relaxing and playing in the sun. It was fantastic!

Now I plan to spend the evening recovering from such a taxing day. I think I might try to find a church to attend in the morning, although I'm not sure how I will know what time it starts.

Happy Memorial Day/Commonwealth Day!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

You don't even have to lick stamps in Belize!

Not much new to report to you since yesterday. Last night was spent lazily watching television, and celebrating Kris Allen as the new American Idol. It is so cool to think that such a nice, Godly man was chosen by America as a success story. I’m very happy for him, and his cute wife! God has very big plans for that man!
We also watched the Orlando Magic barely beat the Cleveland Cavaliers in game one of the NBA Semi-Finals. J.Dunk was happy with this outcome and Kohl was a little bummed out for LeBron, but I’m sure there will be more basketball to watch in the coming weeks.

So far today we made a trip to the post office and grocery store, and had a lack-luster lunch at this little burger shop and ice cream parlor called Bluebird. There was a health fair in town, and BFLA had a booth set up. It was mostly for the kids, but we stopped by to check out all the hustle and bustle. There was also a parade going through the streets a little before noon, but we never figured out why or what the parade was for. Just twenty men mysteriously banging drums and walking in a group…

The heat wanes on. I actually woke up cold this morning, but I was definitely not complaining. Any relief is welcome. As a matter of fact, I’m about to go take my second shower of the day, and it’s only 1 p.m. I have a theory about the heat, though. I think that my mindset determines how the heat will affect me. If I stay calm, and go about my day as if nothing is the matter, then the heat doesn’t get me down. But, if I worry about the heat, and think about the heat, and try to stay out of the sun, then I end up being paralyzed with exhaustion and sweat. So, for now, I choose to rise above.

I finished compiling a list of questions for Melanie when I meet with her next Tuesday. I think I might be ready to start revising my work plan, which is really exciting, because I never thought I’d see the day. I’m starting to get a clearer picture of what BFLA is, and the work that they do. The more I find out about their work, the more my morals and values are challenged. The people that work at BFLA are so dedicated, and kind-hearted. They are doing good things, and over all, the work they are performing is needed for the most part, and definitely a worthy cause. I keep reminding myself that I am here to help gauge the needs of a specific community, and learn first-hand what public service means, anything beyond that is what I have to put out of my mind and ignore. I am definitely learning a lot, and I feel that I will leave an impact within the short time that I’m here. I just hope that I can come to peace within myself about the work that is being done.

Enough deep stuff! It’s almost nap time.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Hello…. Sunshine

This morning I met with Joan Burke at the Belize Family Life Association, to kick off my service project. Julianne and I had a meeting scheduled with her at 9am, and when we arrived we were introduced to Melanie. Joan told me that I would be working directly with Melanie on the “sexual diversity” project that she had been heading up. Basically, we are going to be interviewing and surveying members of the commercial sex industry and also males that have sex with males (MSM), to find out how BFLA can help them access health care and increase awareness about safe sex. I’m really looking forward to being a partner with Melanie and her committee, who seem to already be off to a great start!

I was very impressed with BFLA and the amount of work they are able to tackle with such a small staff. The clinic where Joan’s office was located is a fully functioning sexual health clinic, and when we arrived there was already a full waiting room. Before I left, Melanie gave me plenty of reading material to look over, and we decided to meet again next Tuesday (because this weekend is a holiday here just like at home). Apparently, in Belize, Monday is Commonwealth Day. I haven’t taken the time to look up exactly what this holiday represents, but it’s interesting that it coincides with Memorial Day.

After an hour at the clinic, Julianne and I made the trip back to our house. We met a charming taxi driver named Bobi. His actual name was Alfonso, but he was kind enough to tell us the story of how he got his nickname, along with several other tales. Bobi is the kind of guy that I could listen to for hours and never get tired of him talking. He had very interesting things to say, and I could just tell his spirit was sweet. After he dropped us off we watched some CSI:NY and waited for Lindsey to get home from her morning meeting.

Then, the three of us headed to grab some lunch at Cenie’s and pick up some office supplies. On the way, we came into contact with some lively characters, who I only felt threatened by a couple of times. The people here are very funny. The either are very complimentary, or helpful…all in a very laid-back, “Hey Mon,” kind-of-way. Sometimes, just because I’ve gotten so many words of warning, I find myself afraid for no reason. Although I feel like I shouldn’t, I still keep my guard up, because I know the crime rates. I just find it interesting that wherever we go we are outsiders, but not necessarily foreigners. It’s a very weird phenomenon.

I’m up to three showers a day, which is a luxury that I am well-aware-of and thankful for, so far. It’s just so hot that anytime I get dressed and go to lunch, or a meeting, by the time I get back I feel so disgusting that a shower is a must. I’ve only been here for two days and I’ve already done a load of laundry, which everyone at home knows is not like me at all. I packed enough clothes that I hoped I wouldn’t have to do laundry, but since I’m taking three showers a day, that means there are a lot of wardrobe changes, too.

Other than that, everything here seems to be going well. Porter is behaving himself for the most part, other than keeping me hungry and hot. I apologize for the lack of posts, but it has been near impossible to get a post published... I've completely given up on Skype. Facebook, however, has been surprisingly cooperative, so if you want to see pictures I suggest you check out my newest album. For now, a nap is on the agenda.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Day one: Check.

I am safely sitting on the couch at the guest house in Belize City, Belize. My travels were safe and uneventful for the most part, and my wonderful classmates have been awesome hosts every since I arrived. I even got my own choice of beds!!

The house we're staying in is a four bedroom apartment style, second-story guest house that Peacework rents each summer. There's a kitchen (although no stove), a refrigerator (that is stocked with cold drinks by the owners or peacework, I'm not sure), two bathrooms, a kitchen table, and even washer/dryer. We have cable (130 stations to be exact), and although there is no breeze is is not that hot, at least, not yet. There are plenty of fans and the open windows create a nice breeze.

Belize in general is a lot like Honduras. The climate feels similar, and the lifestyle seems about par, with a flair of Carribean mixed in, of course. I wish I could describe it better, but for now the ride home from the airport did not leave me with many description words... so maybe I can say more in the coming days.

Apparently we're going out for dinner tonight, which means I'll need a shower once I have determined which room I'll be staying in, and then hopefully I can get in bed early enough to catch up on the sleep I missed by getting up at 4am this morning.

So far... so good. I took some pictures of Flat Brad (Stanley) yesterday on our last day in East Texas, but uploading them has not been as easy as I expected. Hopefully that will change if and when our internet gets fixed.

I already miss my real life Brad, but 28 days will not be unmanageable.

Friday, May 15, 2009

I've got a hot date!

Three days to go, and tonight is date night with the husband. I am fighting off a bout with nausea and general sickness today, so I didn't make it to work. I spent most of the night concentrating on NOT being sick...so sleep was sort of rare. However, I DID get a lot of errands ran today and I think I'm ready to go. Wow... really? It's already time?

I have a wedding to attend tomorrow, so my mom and I will make the trek to Little Rock one last time. However, date night is really what I'm looking forward to at the moment. We are going to see "Obsessed", which isn't a movie I've been wanting to see, but it might be alright. At least we might dodge the Angels and Demons and Star Trek crowd. Dinner is also on the agenda, and after eating crackers all day, I can't wait for a good meal. Here's hoping that I can enjoy the meal and keep it down!

No news on the project front, except that my classmates who preceded me to Belize have decided where we will stay. The only word I've gotten so far is that it is very hot. HaHa, well, at least I expected that part. Also, I heard the wireless internet signal isn't very strong, but perhaps that will be fixed by the time I get there. More to come soon!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Insert Creative Title Here

Four days until blast off, and I am honestly getting bored with the wait. For some reason, it's the suspense that is killing me. Today and tomorrow will wrap up my last days at work for a while, and I'm trying to tie up loose ends. I've spent most of the week trying to make my final purchases for "must-haves-while-international". It's been raining for the past two months it seems like, and apparently, according to the weather forecast, it will clear up and be sunny as soon as I leave North East Texas. Awesome.

Still on my list of things to do:

pedicure. (I know, it's important. )
pack. (Eh, I could live without it.)
prepare husband. (waiting for the right time to hand over list of things to do while I'm gone.)
buy Skype headset. (so indecisive.)
get Hep A shot. (yep, procrastination.)

Okay, so it's the short list... but needless to say, #1 is the priority.

Hope all my classmates are doing well so far! Safe travels friends...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Green Light for Travel

Today I visited my OBGYN and she gave me the final go-ahead for my trip to Belize, which is GREAT news, because a lot of work and money has already gone into this trip. Everything looks great for the baby, and apparently I'm as healthy as can be. I hope to post a sonogram picture soon, but I'll need to scan it, which is more difficult than I'd like to admit. Either way, rest assured that Porter is doing well. Looks like I have six days left until I'm on my way to Central America!

The suitcase sits open on the spare bed, and it's quickly filling with clothes. Have I mentioned that I over-pack? I have no clue how I'm going to fit everything into two suitcases and a carry-on. I'm almost positive that I'll be paying the overweight charge for at least one of my bags... but if I've learned anything from my previous international travels it is that you can never be too prepared! So, I'll continue to pack and hopefully be selective.

More from me later in the week when panic will surely set-in. Meanwhile, make sure you're keeping up with my classmates blogs. They are mostly all leaving this week.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Half-way there...

All of my assignments for the Spring 2009 semester are completed (as far as I know), and let me tell you, it's a strange feeling. The only thing that lies between me and a month of public service in a new and exciting place is ten days of work and packing. The count down is on!!! I've made endless lists for Brad (my husband) to follow while I'm away. I've started the thorough cleaning that my house requires. I've visited the dentist and had my teeth cleaned (essential before every major trip), and most satisfying of all, I have started making a list for packing. The OBGYN appointment is scheduled for next week, so that I can get the final okay from my doctor to travel (keep your fingers crossed), and my suitcases have been pulled down from the top of the closet. This is really happening.

I can't really wrap my ahead around the idea that the Spring semester is over. That means that my classmates and I have successfully (I hope) completed the first year of our graduate program, and to date, no one has been stoned, excommunicated, and there has been no loss of life reported. I'm so proud of us! There were times that I didn't know if it would all shake out.

When we all settled into a cold and buzzing classroom in Sturgis Hall last August for orientation, none of us knew exactly what to expect. We were all busting at the seems to prove our raw passion and dedication. We wanted to help, to create, to motivate, TO SERVE. Although the first semester definately had some ups and downs, and more unexpected moments than I'd like to admit, I believe Class 4 of the Clinton School of Public Service accomplished our goals. I believe we are well on our way to being a class full of true servants, and we are now about to embark on our first test... in places all over the globe! It will not be easy. It will not be clear-cut. But it will be fun, and exciting!

I apologize for all the nostalgia. I get this way when chapters come to an end, even when I know there are seven more chapters to follow. It's almost like I have enjoyed reading this one page so much that I don't want to turn the page and see what's next, because it might not be as good. But, it will be... and the story will keep getting better. So here's to reading, and WRITING the next page. Good luck, friends!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

The unleashing of 29 students into the world for a few months of service

A press release went out from the Clinton School of Public Service today highlighting the summer projects that my classmates and I are preparing for right now. You can check it out here:

http://www.clintonschool.uasys.edu/news-events/detail.aspx?id=578

In other news, I have *almost* completed all of my coursework for the Spring Semester. Until then, I will keep posting to a mimimum and writing will be my main goal for the day.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Where in the world is Lisa Porterfield-Thompson?

Let's start with a reference point to where I'm currently at: Texarkana. I live in Texarkana, Arkansas, and work two minutes away, but on the same street, in Texarkana, Texas. I have been going to school in Little Rock, Arkansas for the past year, and Memphis, well, that's just a fun time to be had by all, should you ever need to know where it is.
I've added a map of Central America, because if you're anything like me before I started researching, you aren't familiar with the location of any countries south of Mexico. So, check this out, and see where I will be located in relation to most of you normal people this summer:

This map is included so that you can identify with the rough situation I will be encountering in less the two weeks. I have sacrificed an entire month of my summer to work in Belize City, Belize, which is located on the eastern coast facing the Caribbean Sea. Now, some of my classmates have chosen to take the easy way out and spend their summer in the remotest villages of Africa, with little connection to the outside world, and no modern amenities, but not me. No, I have boldly taken a challenge to help others in a location where everyone wants to go. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I suffer for the cause! **
So, as for my last two weeks in the states before I embark on this journey: finishing finals, working at Opportunities, Inc., and trying to prepare my husband for a month of responsibility. It's going pretty well so far, as I only have one paper left to write for school, and a big fund-raiser Bass Tournament at work will wrap up our Spring campaign this weekend. As for preparing my household to run without me for a month, it will be fine. I'm just trying to write everything down that he might need, i.e. account #s, passwords, when bills are due, how to load the dishwasher, and when to water the flowers. He's a self-sufficient man, please don't let me paint the picture otherwise, but I am trying to remember that he's never EVER lived by himself for more than a week or two at a time... so it should be a fun journey for him, as well. If you're going to be in Texarkana, or Little Rock from May 18th to June 15th, call my husband. He will be bored, and will need company... and maybe someone to change the sheets on the bed. =)

Oh, by the way... I have updated my list to the right with all the blogs of my classmates, so you should be able to follow the links and check out what they're doing. What an amazing group of people I get to associate myself with in this capacity! Enjoy.



**Note to readers- Please read this section with the light-hearted sarcasm that I intended here. Otherwise, you could become seriously offended! =) Thanks!

























Friday, April 24, 2009

The first of many...

Hello everyone! Welcome to my blog! Let me take a moment to introduce myself:

My name is Lisa Porterfield-Thompson, 23 years old, originally from Atlanta, Texas (a very small town southwest of Texarkana by about 20 miles). I am currently a student at the Clinton School of Public Service, in Little Rock, AR, pursuing a Masters degree in Public Service. I graduated with a bachelor's degree in journalism and public relations from the University of Central Arkansas in Conway, AR in December of 2007, and married my best friend, Brad, two weeks later. I am currently employed as a Grant Writer at Opportunities, Inc. which is a large non-profit in Texarkana, that serves developmentally disabled children, adults, and seniors with medical disabilities. In September, Brad and I look forward to welcoming our first child, a baby boy, into the world!

The purpose of this blog is to chronicle my travels to Belize City, Belize in May and June of this year. I will be travelling to Belize for an International Public Service Project, which is part of the innovative and captivating curriculum at the Clinton School. I will be working with the Belize Family Life Association, a 501(c)3 non-profit that strives to provide community outreach initiatives and information on the subject of sexual and reproductive health. At this point, the specifics of my project are still a bit fuzzy, but as soon as I know more, I will pass the details on to you!

Like I said, I'm currently expecting my first child, so be sure that there will be lots of information regarding how I handle being pregnant, and away from my husband, family, and doctor, hence the name of the blog. I'll try to keep it to a minimum... but I'm almost positive that this pregnancy will make my adventure different from my classmates, therefore, I want to capture most of the details.

Speaking of my classmates, they are all, like me, travelling around the world to do good things this summer! Most of them will be keeping blogs just like this one, and you will be able to keep up with their adventures as well. If you want the complete list of blogs for the Clinton School of Public Service Class IV International Public Service Projects, email me, or leave a comment on this blog with your email address and I will forward the list your way. My email address is lpthompson@clintonschool.uasys.edu.

That's it for now! I just wanted to introduce myself, and let you all know what you have to look forward to this summer. I will be leaving for Belize City on May 18th, and will return on June 15th, so blogging won't begin regularly until mid-May. Thanks friends, for keeping up with me! Visit often!